I Dream


In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit's there
Where eagles dare to fly

In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open doorway I am sure dreams are
Doesn't matter if I win
Or the color of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream, I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give in
I dream, I can be the hero that's in me
When I dream, I dream

There's a time in your life
Where the odds are so against you
There's no defeat if all you keep is pride
First and last Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
To drive you on when roads have come apart

Doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things we've done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And I dream, I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give in
And I dream, I can be the hero that's in me
And I dream

I dream
Of the moment that forever will be golden
When the torch is passed only dreams will last
that is shared by everyone
And I dream I can run like the wind and be strong
Where my heart just wants to give in
I dream I can be the hero that's in me
And I dream, I dream
I dream....


composed by Michael Fallon
sung by Taufiq Batisah
for Singapore Idol

okok... so da whole school knows... thanks to who??? crapo... mux be eddie and stewpid USM... haha... orbequack if u 2 kena... lol... kk... shant be so mean... aniwae... mux thank those who bothered to show me care and concern... thx... im doing fine... jux the fact that being quarantined aint no fun.... hmm... luv u peeps...



conflict conflict more conflict... im sick of the quarrels too... im sick of the fact that i alwaes seem to be responsible for the quarrels... why cant u think things from my point of view too?? and dun ever put words in my mouth, or in this case opinions into my mind....

tmd... im rotting at home... argh... i wanna go sch!!!! grrr..... sumone save me!!!!



What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

ok... its certified... im down with chicken pox... doc says i got it at least 2 weeks ago... not from OBS.... coz the marks will only appear 2 weeks after u get it.... damnit nahx... quaratined till after chinese new year... guys dun miss me in sch k... argh... damn worried bout my studies... how??? sure die man... 3 weeks of no sch... haiz... all my subjects gonna fail le lahx... arghh....

kk... serious stuff... people who came in contact with me since friday... be careful yeahx??? dat includes all u guys from OBS... argh... realli sorry.... hmm... if any sign of itchiness appear, go see the doc... reali serious....

guess whos back, back again, lesterr`s back, tell a friend..... blahblahblah

so im back from OBS... lol... go there den they divide amk to 2 grps... barker and suisen... weird names eh??? lolx... so im like the only amk guy in barker... lol... den barker and sui sen is like half amk, half yckss peeps... and my instructor's name was BOON... suisen instructor was Handsome or Mario... lol... lame... we dont realli noe his real name...

day one: team building.. blah blah... blindman's trail... build bashaa with the tarp... and the iron tentpeg damn solid... lol... meals at cookhouse... have to wash own utensils... but nothing compares to army cookhouse food... tmd... miss eating at hq.... lol... and we played this giant wizard dwarf game... damn stupid.... and we found out that mario was mrs ismail's brother... haha... crapo guy...

day two: great day... kayaking... and i went on da single... rawks man... den everyone do capsize drill, and i had to rescue alone... cockanooden... vivi's kayak capsize and overturn abit... den the half the kayak had water... haha... damn heavy... dunno how long they took to rescue... after dat did jetty jump... haha... damn cool.... after lunch we did rock climbing... fun but tiring... and sarah is realli nu qiang ren... *salutes*

day three: early morning started on our land expedition... trek thru vegetation, went up tahan slope and set up camp at camp 2... that place at least still got water and toilets and blah blah... RGS was there too... did this DDD thing... double dangle duo or sumthing.... lunch.... after that was flying fox... damn cool... i shouted ANG MO KIO ROCKS while coming down.... set up bashaa.. den we cooked rice... haha... not bad lah... betta den what i cooked up at ophir... and planes flew like ubin was unpopulated... noisy like shit... flew at nite too... and early morning first flight at 8... on time de... we relied on moonlight at nite... thank good for full moon... damn bright... no one slept oin the bashaa aniwae... everyone was outside... den amksians talk cocked till late... shared myslef with insects.... urgh...

day four: continued with land expedition... kept our bashaa and did trekking to the thai temple and the quarry that side... den got checkpoints on the way... den was like orienteering... jux that its simpler... checkpoints easy to locate, easy to reach the area, but hard to find the blardy checkpoint answer... got this yck sec 3 guy keep trying to act pro... 3 times give wrong opinion... den he kept insisting that its right... like he so pro litad... lucky i got experience, if not we dunno end up at where already... so finally reach our campsite... totally ulu... no light, no water, no toilet... like ophir checkpoint 4 litad... heat was killing us with the absence of sheltar... after that we did rafting at the quarry... we build raft with pipes and barrels... damn fun... den have to tie with square lashing... den aniwae, suisen's raft turn into titanic, while ours floated.. yeahx... den after dat went to have fun in the quarry... played murderer in the water... lolx.... den did synchronised swimming... at nite pitch bashaa at that ulu place... den chage in the bushes... pee there oso... and ate instant noodles for dinner... den my god damn fire kept going out while the others fire no problem... damn comical.... den got what stupid wild boar... caused a big commotion... crapo... after dat tried to sleep but the people at johor kept singing till late at nite... den can clearly hear what they sing... damnit.... shared myself with sandfies again... slept late...

day five: woke up early so can set off early back to camp 1.... pack up the bunk... so we had missing harness and helmet and some blah blah stuff... add up we had to pay like 116 dollars.... damn it... lucky in the end found the helmet.... harness missing nahx... so had to pay.... den after dat went to souvenier shop to buy shirt... ahahaha... so left early to go back prepare for supernumery selection... my boat left at 12.15... while others had to wait till 2.30... lucky me...

supernumery selection: haha... guess who is my assesing CLTs: jinfu and azmi... so qiao... and alot of slackers turned up at the selection... argh... makes me less proud to ever be in the numeries... whatever... OBS rawks.... miss it...


barker rawks

kedabab kedaboob kaching!


To Serve To Strive And Not To Yield

to all muslims friends: selamat hari raya!
to mel: happi 16th birthday! (realise how old u are??? haha)

kk... so went out todae.... Watched meet da fockers... lmfao... damn ho chio.... kk... shant go to detail... hmm... i'll be gone for the whole of next week(OBS)... and dats good news for 4/5vers.... peace and WARMTH for a week... no more lame jokes... lucky cadets too... lolx... aniwae... will be gone on mon morning and be back at bout 2 on fri... den guess wat... gonna chiong for supernumery selection... gotta be at HQ parade square by 4 PM... hmm... havta request for the first ferry back home... hmm... pray i get a gd slp on thurs nite so i wun sleep in sedia position on fri... lolx... muz make sure get selected... bu ran very sia sway... lolx... and why does my stuff always clash together... last time was RIKE and annual camp... den was CALC and 2/1 chalet... now supernumerie and OBS... nvm... used to chionging lerx... haha.. kk.. shant crap so much... muz miss me k??

lurve ya dearx....

argh.. think i sprained my back... fuckfuckfuckfuck...

hmm... OBS next week... wonder who will mis me sehx... no one bahx... except for my ever lovely dear.... hmm... wateva... Z1010 rocks...

wheeweet...got my new phone last nite... sony ericsson Z1010... its 3g... lolx... cool sehx... features bu chuo... hmm... haven got the time to flly exploit it yet... haha... and i burnt my whole weekend doing DNT folio... sacrificed my amaths too... so think im gonna fail a maths pathetically... haha..

todays marks a critical, crucial, significant and historical day in the history of NCC... haiz... imagine; u pay 10 cents a day for 3 years, den they tell u they will pay u pack 30 cents a day on ur 4th year... halfway thru ur 4th year, dey say they wun be paying u animore... kaoz.... haiz... dunno wat to sae manx... realli pushes our brains and creativity juices to the limits... and also at the same time lowering our boiling pint... argh... i hate the commandant...

hmm... CUGC(combined uniformed group camp) on the way... haha... the meeting todae damn farnie... and CUGC memories always last the longest... haha... look forward to it... camp gonna rawk...

hehe... my blog cool ehx??? thx dearx... hmm... those pics... haha... me in camou... green green de... my best drawn camou so far... haha... no more next time le... till im 18... haha... todae so sian in sch... argh... still owe mrs chung one summary... now go do lerx... ciao...

the devil is here to corrupt ur blog again!
changed the blogskin for u
will look a bit odd yeah?
but this the best i can do
if u're not satisfied, do tell me abt it
i'll make changes to it
yeah~ rock on! =D

green beret, all the way....

haha... john's paikia face.... lolx..

brudders forever... haha... act garang...

haha... look at cindy's blur and semi-satisfied face.... lolx...

joycee and me!!

katat in no. 1... tmd....

me and huang peng... lolx... whose camo nicer???

me, weixiang, julius and huang peng... haha... and 2 extra ; kelvin and azmi behind....

in the central part of singapore...
theres a place where i belong to...
where i train to be a cadet..
in ang mo kio...

i know i know...
u have to go...
so hurry back home...
coz i love u so...



What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

hmm... staying overnite in sch tml... sec 1 orientation... lolx... and oso halp my gd buddy hakkim do saikang... haha... my hobby is to do saikang... lolx... crazy me... hmm... cca orintation shuper duper cock up... everything dun have... not even the modular tent... if this year intake super low we noe who to blame... neh, the high rank one in our sch lohx.... na bei... aiyahx... dun sae lerx... cca orientation sucks.... hmm... kk... go pack my bag for tml lerx... nitex all..

.messy.rush.disrespected.cockup.tekan.sway.unlucky.badpatch.dissapointed.
.shattereddreams.allgone.nomore.number4.camoucream.lastchance.
.misunderstood.badmood.quarrels.disagreements.unity-less.
.conflict.trouble.broke.indebt.buzy.sorry.

welcome to year 2005, another step towards the end of time....

lolx... todae de repeat telecast of xin shou xiang lian... heard taufik sing an jing:::
WAH LAN EHX... SIBEI NICE MANX...
kk... dats normal, its the voice so i shldnt over react... lolx...
and i thot moses realli gonna jump manx... xia dao... haha...

sch reopening in 1 days time... shld be happie or sad nehx???
hmm... mux bring groundsheet, whole dae camp outside classroom..
lmao... kk... used up all my crappy juices lerx... nitex all... happi new year...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

nahbei... play human stack until cadet go hospital (breathing difficulties)... aiyahx... sibei long story... ambulance is actually realli unecessary... thanks to bossy tabletennis coach...

many thanks to REDXY for ur help in this matter... lolx... i salute the redcross... they are definately indispensible...

so aniwae the cadet went to hospital, spend 10 mins checking den jiu can go home lerx... stupid... wasting civil defence resources... and $65 for A&E... haha...

kk... dun want go into animore details... the thought of the aftermath itself is scary... wat to tell wahkiat manx... and all the crap that is gonna be implicated... kaoz....

so aniwae after lunch go his house visit him... den he is like perfectly fine lohx.. can go do unarmed again... haha.. den summore we bought damn lotsa snacks for him... whole bagfull... nahbei... eat until next christmas also cannot finish manx...

visit lerx jiu go ut wif my mum... paragon... and my mama bought pink bag with matching slippers... OMG... but not THAT pink lahx... dunno how to sae... dun look odd jiu dui lerx...

hmm... so cock... prepare for defaulters parade when sch reopen... kaoz... kk... go tok to my dear lerx.... ciao...

Earn what you deserve, deserve what u earn
L.Chee, 2004 AD


warning: boring lecture ahead... dun listen if u dun wanna fall asleep at ur comp

earning what u deserve simply means getting what u want thru sheer efforts. it also means that one should do his best to achieve what he thinks he deserves. the above are 2 easily achievable actions. however it is to deserve what u earn that is the harder task. deserving what u earn means to be consistently capable of what u have achieve, or what others expect of you. take respect for example. it is easy to earn respect, but its is difficult to maintain the fact that u are deserving of the respect that others have for you. the same goes for a simple certificate. it is easy to earn a certificate, but its difficult to maintain ur standards such that u are deserving of the certificate you hold. people question whether u have earned ur achievments, but more often than not people forget to question themself whether they are still worthy of their achievments. in the case of higher ranking officers who flaunt their authoity without using it appropriately; they might have earned their rank, but they surely do not deserve their rank.

ok... after so much crap, i hope u are slightly enlightened... if u are not, jux treat it as crap... to all my NCC buddies out there... do keep this in mind the next time u wear ur badges and of coz, ur all-so-important rank...

whohoo... sian christmas is over... hmm... melinda hospitalised for food poisoning... haha... all the oyster fault... lolx... kk... later going out shopping... damn sian, coz is go wif my mama... hhaa... den she will buy bag and shoe again... standard derx... eveytime go out, bu shi buy bag, jiu shi buy shoe... wah lan ehx... buay ta han... haha.. and my stupid comp keep giving me probs... argh... stewpid lahx... now cant play my half life 2 properly... haha... kk... i go try to reinstall lerx... ciao...

wohoo.. back... camp rox... chalet was sian... hmm... cant adapt to the jokes manx... not farnie... still camp is da best... 2IC, upperstudies, S1, S4, RSM, all rawks... PCs... ahem... dunno wat to sae... eheheh... so aniwae... slept like shiet in the afternoon... lolx... gonna go back to my halflife 2 tml... muahaha...

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

yo yo yo
i'm here to invade again
dear's currently in camp now
he wun noe wad i've done to his blog this past few days
i gonna change his blogskin to pink in colour!!!!!
heheheh
i'll definitely do it...
(provided i have the time!!)
heheheh

missing you now dear
takaree of urself
love u loads...

hmm... tml going for camp lerx... wun be blogging for next few days... kk... buzy now... bye guys... happie holidays....

earn what u deserve, deserve what u earn

yoz everybody!!!
joycee is right here
invading and corroding ur blogiee!!
ur old skin had been destroyed by me
haha
dunno whether issit nice anot
looks a bit cramp
but nvm rite?
u'll still like it rite?
heheheh
i jus knew it!
bleahs
wanted to make it more girlish at first
but scared you'll scold me
so i came out with dis
wahahas
hope u dun mind
took a long time to decide on it
mus thank me kz?
hehe



i'm signing off.......
takare........
buabuaix........

hmm... so long neh blog liaox... came back from CT chalet on thurs nite... den fri go training... so been ccpied... haha... the chalet damn cock... got 3/5 ppl around jiu shi litad... haha... and CT's flying soon... go UK... hehe... have 'fun' there.....

CALC in 2daes... woot... its finally here... but den horx... some air CLT had to make changes jux 3 days b4 camp..... arghh... fucked up... but nvm... wif me around, no cock ups... hehe...

hm... so long nv see dearx... miss ya... dun think i will be seeing u till u get back from malaysia... hmm... hao xiang ni....

wahx... stupid norx... my pap go and do recovery on the comp..eans evrything gone... means eveything muz rednload... cock nahx... kk... tonite got time den blog... hmm...

happie 5 mths dearx... lurve ya...

hmm... haven been updating... ever since i started playing


HALF LIFE 2!!!!

muahaha... lurve that game sia... sibei stylo... gonna be addicted liaox... hehe... CALC in 10 more days... haha... suddenly thot of so many things not done... hmm... jialat sia... but everything will be fine de lahx... wif me as OIC... oops... haha... later whole camp cock up i sia sway... hmm... dear fell down at camp... den got blisters to... take care horx... hmm... chalet week next week... cant wait... but gonna miss my momma... lolx... hmm.. kk... go play my halflife2 liaox... feeweet...

"Same Old Brand New You"


I can still remember the time you were there
When I needed to hold you, feel you
Everytime I ask you to find a new way
You lie a new way
Is it gone, gone, gone, gone, gone
You'll change
You'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises x 2
You said you'd change
But I'm afraid
It's something I won't live to see
It's seems so strange
That sometimes fate
Can appear to be so real
And yet turn out to be a fantasy
Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promises
Same old game ( Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)
Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're the same old brand new you
You'll change, you'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises x 2
Because of you, I guess we're through
Is this the way it has to be
I've been a fool (Ben - I've been a fool)
A fool for you (Ben - A fool for you)
But I've got better things to do than let you walk all over me
Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promisesSame old game (Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)
Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're the same old brand new you
I can still remember the time you were there
When I needed to hold you, feel you
Everytime I ask you to find a new way
You lie a new wayIs it gone, gone, gone, gone, gone(Instrumental break)
You'll change, you'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises x 2
Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promises
Same old game (Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)
Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're still the same old brand new you
Another night, another day
What I can say
You break your promises in two
What can I doAnother night, another day
What I can say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
You're still the same old brand new you

ehx... tell u ppl a secret...:


I PASS OUT LERXXX!!!
feeweet... my chiochio SSG rank and my chiochio red/white lanyard... muahaha... xue james bond; my name is lester, staff lester

haha... sbxl.... cant stand myself... wahx... jing shun win award sia... platoon best... now ony left yan hao... chao extra... haha... kk... after my POP suppose to go buy my new phone... budden realise that if i wait one more mth, the price will be $100 cheaper.... so wait norx... haha....

kk... aiming for supernumery... heheh....

What you do in life, Echoes on in Eternity

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all


____never be replaced____

okok... SSC day 2... finish all our mutual lerx... den after lunch was like 3 -4 hours if lecture... wahx... slp till damn shiok with no one to kan us... muhaah.... kk.. den there is this maam wif this alwaes like wanna cry face... bth sia... ACJC derx... kaox.... den her partner is totaly look like cui shan... haha... kk... all suffering over lerx... jux slack tml in the morning and POP in afternoon...!!! wheee.... tml jiu got lanyard lerx.... hehe... den todae our slogan was abt sia lan nahx... but who cares.... i lurve sierra company

left, left, left right, Metal spoon(our 'cool' group name)
left right lanyard
left right 1 more day......

yeahx!!! SSC got lanyard... muahaha.... tml gonna do my mutual... todae was still ok... do drill til like BWG... turn dark lerx... end of 3 days dunno wat happen to me... haha... kk... me and my smelly uniform.. nth much to sae... looking forward to POP on sat... muahahaha.... go 'practice' my mutual lerx... buaix

every move u make, every breathe u take, i'll be watching u....
miss ya dear...

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go

But if I have to boy I think that you should know

All the love we make can never be erase

And i promise you that you will never be replaced



notti joycee signing off..............

hmm... paiseh... like soooooo long no ntry lerx... hmm... kk... recent happening events:
i fracture my thumb (i think)....
many cuts all over my hands and legs...
SSC counting down left ONE day and i still like heck care......
Camp proposal and everything finally finished.....
and i am buying new phone todae!!!! (shld be)
hahaha... 6670 horx.... dun playplay... hmm...
but next 3 days cant use, dun wanna bring to SSC and let the CLTs confisicate...
kk... going sch soon... will try to update everynite k??? haha... cya

band rawks...

dear rawks more....

heheheh

here i cum and dao luan again

lolx

bOoo0ooooo

wad a pathetic blog

no entries

no nothing

so i'm here to help u add colours!!!


joycee corroding ur blogie.................

intruder!!!

Intruder!!!

where??

who??

Oo0Ooo0o..

issit me?


ssHoo0Ooo so0rry...... i jus can't help it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lurve ya......

intruder alert!! haha...

kk... been sian recently... got hooked on CS, again.... so lag sia me... hahaa... but broke lerx, no $$ to play... hmm... weathers been bad... hope it improves soon... lolx...

hmm... gonna buy halflife 2... muahahahaha.... like so rawks lohx... 69.90... dotx
save money!!!

if i'm in hell and you in heaven

i'll always look up and be proud of you

but if i were in heaven and you in hell

i'll ask god to send me down

because heaven wouldn't be heaven without youuUu


joycee ish invading againnn.... ]]*

lalalaa...

ur blog ish deadd
joycee is here to invadeeeee

wahahax
joycee in lurve wif ya ]]*

hmm... todae went for shooting comp. haha... not bad nahx... snap target shot 11 out of 12.... wahx... my uniform reek of gunpowder manx... haha... kk.... after dat chiong back to sch for CALC thingy again, went to recce pierce reservoir... walk till leg pain nahx

hmm... soo sian... miss dear... haiz... sorry for having to shi yue again todae... dui bu qi....

dats about all todae lahx... whole dae is ncc... hmm... betta dun tok too much lerx, if not lim gonna complain in my tagboard again... haha...






cleaning rifle sux

sorry for not entry-ing yesterday... hmm... can u think of a better word??? hmm... okok... yesterdae went to watch forgotten.... dear think its stupid, put i think quite interesting... hhaha... dunno lahx... sat front row... neck pain sia... nv gonna soit front row again... lolx... after dat was so eventfull... long story... but nevermind...

hmm... beenm buzy wif CALC... so looking forward to it.... hmm... life rawks....

ssc coming, but i haven practise my mutuals yet... die ahx... muz start soon... hmm... chill for the holidays, everyone...

ok... so i finally understand stress... kaoz... kk... so dis was what happen todae...:

1.30: fall in, do drills, uniform inspection... blahx... so long nv fall in in platoon liaox... felt weird... but the feeling of being trained is back... so did 50(push ups) co like we were slack... nvm... only the beginnin...

2.40: meeting wif air... bout CALC crapp... den meet till like 4 litad... den took about half hour break...

5.20: suppose to start meeting, but then got buffet, so ate abit... den continue meeting again...

god noex what time: called back to get tekan... total push up done => approx 20++ nia.... total hang time in push up position => 20 mins? maybe more, maybe less... lost my sense if timing lerx.... flutter kick position=> another 15mins??? this is where u lie down and lift ur legs 45 degrees... and im wearing boots... one day u shld go weigh our boots.... next was the nitemare... horsestance position, or mah pu....=> 15 or 20 mins??? but it seemed like a few hours... unbearable pain..... this is where u 'sit' on and imaginary chair... legs bent 90. degrees... hands raised parrallel to floor... kk... den after that had to do this thing where u squat down from standing position, hands beside u, tap ur ankles and stand up... did 60 of this... wth... nv trained so hard b4 manx...

6 plus? close to 7 bahx:walked to mac wif my shivering thigh muscle... literally... after i sat down still shiverin..... carry on meeting at macdonalds... went home at 9... missed idols...

10.30: carry on wif meeting online... whole discussion officially ended at 11 plus...

my buzy dae... OIC bu hao dang... but still gonna do my best for it....
oli's out... wth... nvm... dats not the end of her career...

and im going for OBS!!!


A Shp In Harbour Is Safe, But Thats Not What Ships Were Built For,,,,,

sorry ppl... haven been blogging regularly coz im quite buzy... hmm... tag board's down... wtf... and comblined air land camp (CALC) has been approved 20-22 dec (tentatively)... swee lahx... kk dats all... selamat hari raya... happy depavali...